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No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to compromise, to give something up and to gain something greater. The love we have for other other is bigger than these small differences, and that’s the key! It’s like a big pie chart and the love in the relationship has to be the biggest piece; love can make up for a lot. 


When I tell you that I love you, I don’t say it out of habit. I say it to remind you that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.


As we get older, you tend to love people for who they are, flaws and all because in the end, you finally see that you have just as many. 


Everyone makes mistakes, it’s a part of life. Without mistakes, we wouldn’t have lessons. Never regret your mistakes, learn from them, and then grow. 


Life isn’t about winning or losing. Its about not giving up. Sometimes we put so much stress on winning or losing that we fail to recognize the lesson in everything; and the lesson that really matters. Its how you will win after a loss, its how you will keep winning after you’ve won before. Remember, we must fail in order to succeed. 


I know when it comes to you and I, we often get reminded of the past, sometimes quite too often. You will always be there to tell me how much hurt you encountered and how it changed you as a person; I will always let you know how sorry I am for my mistakes and that I have chosen to accept my past and grow from it. Back then, we once talked about how maybe it just wasn’t our time to be together. Maybe we were right, but we’ll never have the opportunity to find out. But I’ll tell you something I do know. I know that one day, somewhere in the distant future, our day will come. I know because I’ve not only dreamt about it, but I asked the universe for it. And when that day comes, I want you to know something: our relationship will not be defined by superiority. All comparisons will be dropped, no stupid ideas of being superior and inferior. You and I are neither superior nor inferior, we are simply ourselves. There exists no one like you, and no one whom you can be compared to. There’s a reason why I chose you and only you because I want only you. If I’m dating you, you won’t need to get jealous of other people because I would give you the constant reassurance that you need to let you know how much you are loved and cared for. I would provide you with love, security, loyalty, and honesty. I want our relationship to be like Yang and Meridith; I want to be your person, your best friend. 


The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander. 


Its been a tough journey for you and I don’t think anyone else will understand that better than I do. There were many moments of anger, sadness, and constant battles of frustration and because of those moments, your mindset was permanently locked. At that time, I became confused as to why you weren’t understanding “me” but it was I who wasn’t understanding “you”. With the obstacles I had to face and the lessons I have now learned, I understand “you”. You have a right to feel protected, keeping everything at a distance and not letting anything near. You may feel this way for a very long time, and I understand that more than anything, but I don’t want you to stay there too long. It hurts more to hold grudges than to forgive because the anger/frustration inside damages ourselves and the people around us; like a grenade. I want you to learn to accept your past without regrets, to handle the present with confidence, and to face the future without fear. Always look for the best in every situation and don’t live a life with a negative mindset because negative minds create negative outcomes and you’ll miss out on everything good. Remember something, you are a product of your past, so don’t be a prisoner of it. 


When you truly want something and go after it without limiting yourself with disbelief, the universe will make it happen. 


We’re not perfect and we may fight sometimes. But I’m never going to stop loving you, no matter how much we fight or what we fight about because fighting shows that you care too much about the person; its a sense of communication. 


One heart alone makes a single beat. A sound so low that it’s practically incomplete, just waiting to be heard. A heart alone knows not love or tenderness because it feels nothing but emptiness. It searches for its significant other until another heart hears it. Thump, thump thump…It has longed for that sound this whole time, like the timbre of a bass drum. Seeing you, today, made my heart stop. At first, nothing but empty sounds and frozen movements but then up-roaring like a violent storm, feeling its other nearby. It screamed and talked with such excitement that it practically burst out my chest. My heart saw you, its other half, and it yearned to be heard. This heart is real, today was real; everything from the whole entirety of the moment, the feeling, and the sound, thump, thump thump…


I believe that one day I will be where I once was, right there, next to you. But it’s hard, the days just seem so dark, to the moon and back, the stars are nothing without you. Your touch, your skin, your heartbeat, no words can explain the way that I’m missing you. I can’t deny this emptiness, this hole inside me because these tears will tell their own story. I know you would tell me not to cry while you were gone, but the feeling is just too overwhelming, it’s much to strong. So I ask: can I lay by your side? Next to you, just to make sure you’re alright? Cause I know that I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you..


Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love. That doesn’t mean you love them less, it just makes you love them even more. 


Missing someone is not about how long it has been since you have seen or talked with them. It is about every moment that you’re doing something and you’re wishing they were right there with you. 


I wish I knew why you left, what your reasons were, why you changed your mind. As all these days pass by, I have turned it over in my head, all the possibilities, yet none of them make sense. And then I think, perhaps it was because you didn’t love me, but then that makes the least sense of all.